having patience:

Yesterday, I went to go watch my friends volleyball tournament at Manoa. I knew that it would be a bitter-sweet situation because even if I would be around the awesome volleyball atmosphere, I would have to resist temptation. It wasn't too bad in the begginning but when it came to the championship game, I think God was REALLY testing my temptation. I couldn't stand sitting down and watching because the intensity was so hify and contagious. Well, contagious for me because when I play, I get super intense and loud; I just love being it those situations. I love game pressure, most people don't like it because it lowers their self confidence. But for me, I feed off of it, but I can't even play! Other than having awesome entertainment, I got to see my really good friends that were on my club team last year. I miss then so much and they kept telling me how much they miss our old team. Ultimately, I really do believe that God is trying to teach me how to be patient so, I just have to trust him.